E.G.
Jenn,
You are right family is first but the toughest part for you is to figure out which family will be first? It is wonderful to want to help your 15yo cousin but unfortunately it sounds like she has been dealt an unfair hand in life; living place to place and feeling like she is unwanted and unloved. She has a lot of hard work ahead of her and it is good that she has someone by her side to help her out. The problem is how much can you actually do to help her. She has to want your help. It has been three days and all is good but underneath she may have some underlying issues (perhaps mental health) that may require much more time and emotions that you can handle. It is needless to say that your family will feel the effects of two new children in the family, not to mention the financial aspects it will produce. How will you draw the boundary line? Have you spoke to your husband about this and what is he saying about it? What are your goals-how long will she stay, who will have custody (which will last a life time), she is only 15 and will behave like a 15year old; trust me I am a mother of 3 (17, 19, 21). Who will raise her child? You? Her? She will need to learn how to be a parent which will be difficult due to child development stages. If you have a strong marraige you will need to become stronger and increase communication. You can help your cousin but dont forget to help yourself, family and marraige. There is so much more that want to say but it is relative to time. Do what will work for your family. Your cousin and her child will need a lot of care and attention from you and your family. There are so many dynamics to your journey. Write down some of the goals that you want to see your cousin achieve (realistic).
She will require counseling for a long time.
Take time and set goals and dont committ to too much at one time. Pay attention to what is working and what is not.
E. Greene, Licensed Social Worker, MSW