My husb refused to go to a counselor.
He finally conceded to go once. He did not see it's merit.
I will agree on one thing about that session....we did not get the best of
counselors.
After my husb told me to get out of the house, we separated, both had a
change of heart and SOMEBODY else recommended counseling.....he
went.
This counselor was great.
It worked while we are going.
But personalities are long-formed & take a LOT of work to change.
When you are not continuously going, you lose focus.
Get off track. Kind of like a diet.
We were better when we were going together.
He now refuses to go so I go on my own.
It DOES help.
Why? Because I can work on myself, see signs from him & his issues and find ways (given to me by a professional) on how to deal w/them, work through MY OWN issues and find healthy alternatives to dealing with problems as they arise.
I often think of what a sales boss told me in a sales job: you are only as good as your latest great sale per month. Meaning it's constant work and you're only as good as your last greatest thing you have done in your marriage. The latest hurdle you have overcome.
I recommend you go on your own.
My curr counselor has helped me deal w/problems in a healthy way that have re-surfaced since our reunion. Some of them his fault, some of them my fault.
Do what you can do. Go on your own. You will be better equiped w/the tools on how to move forward in a healthy manner. Wishing you all the best. Hang in there.