T.
Hi,
I'm merely pregnant so I speak not with experience. Rather, I have a spec. ed. degree and advocate for children and families, so I know lots of parents.
I have been reading The Wonder of Boys as well as Protecting the Emotional Life of Boys, preparing for my own boy on the way.
Your email was exactly what those books discuss. I think you are one of many many parents. Fear not. Read those books. The Wonder of Boys is the famous one, but I believe both have been on the NY Times Bestseller list at some point.
Good luck! You are not alone, that's why those books make it on the bestseller lists. The rest of parenting America is with you.
T.