A.C.
here are my feelings on this situation, always forward never backward. You made the choice to move here and start a life.That takes guts! When do you plan on doing that? I mean starting your life here. Life is funny,sometimes we do things on a whim, somethings that whim leads you to places you never knew that you could or want to go. But really, moving for you was I am sure was a big choice. But you did all the hard stuff. You will never be happy anywhere until you decide you want to be.location is just that location. My husband and kids are my home no matter where I am.
One doesn't get to pick one's family, of course you will miss them, but you can pick new friends that can become like family.But you have to allow yourself to.You already decided that pa is a better life for you and your kids. So enough said there.
A what on earth is your boyfriend still doing there? If you guys are going to have alife together you can't do it in two places. So why isn't he here chasing after you? You have quite a bit of unfinished business it seems. It sounds like you could really love it here but you have to close one door before you can open another. signs are all around us it's just a matter if we choose to see them or not.
Anyways trust your instincts it's what got you this far,sometimes it's only a matter of turning the world down and listening to ourselves.Anyways I hope happiness finds you here or in mississippi.