Taking on Second Job and Making Me Feel Guilty . . . .

Updated on November 22, 2011
K.B. asks from Saint Louis, MO
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So as I have said before, I am a single mom. Dad is in the picture and has been working temp jobs for quite a while, but it's never been a stable reliable income. He finally decided to go back to school and is getting enrolled in January so the already unreliable income support that I had is about to be almost non-existent as he'll have to take jobs around a school schedule. I am able to take on a second job working as a paid mentor (think big brothers/big sisters style but paid for it). Its good because I can do it part time, as little or as many hours a week as possible, and I can work around my already full time job schedule. I've already been struggling financially and have made several changes already to help make ends meet (mainly a MUCH cheaper place to stay and dropped a couple of bills), but I'm still having difficulty paying for everything. So I told my son's uncle about this second job that I'm getting and he lectured me and made me feel even more terrible then I do. His claim was "a lot of our problems is because our mom was always working so you shouldn't do that." I already feel horrible about having to take a second job. My son is my world and every chance I get I spend with him. I don't even really go out anymore because I treasure the time that I have with him. But, I also have to make sure that he has a place to live, food on the table, etc. I asked him what his solution was then so I could make ends meet and he had no response or suggestions other then "don't do that cause he'll hate you for it." Seriously? I don't even know what to say to him anymore or how I should respond. I had orientation yesterday morning and he again said something when he saw me later that day and my son's dad was asking me about it. Any thoughts on this?

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@Cheryl - I have actually been trying Dave Ramsey's plan. It's been helping, but I just have so much more debt compared to income so it hasn't been an easy road anyway and I needed to find a way to increase my income to get my finances fixed.

I did make a point to him that not all but MOST of the time that I would be working the second job, his dad has agreed to take him since his dad has regular visitation anyway. But he doesn't make a big deal about the time he spends with his dad, he only acts like me being away from him is what's going to taint him forever.

@Gamma - I was in a financual mess before my son. I have well over 100,000 in student loans and an additional 10k from credit cards I used stupidly in college. I owe more on my car then i can trafe it for and I need a reliable car for myjob. I moved to a smaller home and payy 500 in rent, 150-200 in utilities (depending on the month and including trash and water), 300 on daycare, and close to 400 in bills. The rest goes to gas, groceries, and clothing my son, and a phone which is the only one I have, and car insurance. I dont go out. I havent had my hair done since he was born. So I dont get extras. I bring home roughly 1600-1800 a month. I do get health insurance through my job for me and my son. His father is only ordered to pay 100 a month at the present time and I do get it, but he has only rarely has money for extra things let alone help support the household he's in, which is why I don't bitch to much about him. He lost his job and has had difficulty finding another job because he has no education past high school, which is why he's going back to school and I'm very supportive of this cause it will help him get a better paying job in the long run. He loves his son, he's just not the best financial resource at the moment

@Leah - I work as a social worker and most of the jobs that are in my field, with my work experience, in this area of the country, and for someone without a license, start at that much take home. Once I get my license, I could POSSIBLY make more, but with the economy as it is, social work jobs are actually being cut because people want to cut spending somewhere. If I can get a job in a hospital I could make close to 10-15k more a year, BUT those jobs are EXTREMELY competitive and require me to have an LCSW which I'm still working towards.

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K.G.

answers from San Diego on

You gatta do what you gotta do. Just explain this is not a forever thing but it's what needs to be done for your son and yourself right now. Believe me, my oldest is 11 years old and I still have people try to make me feel guilty for working. I know there are women that are able to stay home but, I am not. I also take pride in the fact that i'm teaching my girls to be hard working self sufficient women that won't have to rely on a man or anyone else to take care of them. Your doing great, don't feel bad.

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K..

answers from Phoenix on

You should tell him to discuss it with your son's father. It's because of him that you are struggling. It's wrong for him to continue to try to make you feel bad for doing what you have to do.

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T.M.

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Tell this uncle that if (Insert your son's father's name) would man up to HIS responsibilities and provide for his child like he is supposed to, then you would likely not have to take this second job. THAT should shut him up and maybe direct his displeasure at the situation to the appropriate place...your son's father.

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C.O.

answers from Washington DC on

K.:

The first thing I can tell you is that NO ONE can MAKE you feel guilty. You feel guilty because you allow other people to guilt you or you have a feeling what you are doing is wrong.

I personally do not think taking a second job is wrong. I would STRONGLY advice you to go to the library and borrow the Dave Ramsey, Suze Orman or some other financial planning book - get your finances under control - YOU CONTROL THEM instead of them controlling YOU. You will find something in there that works for you.

Tell your uncle that unless he's willing to flip the bill and doesn't have anything constructive to say - he can butt out. If he's willing to watch your son at a discounted rate so that your son is around family - then tell him that. Other than that - DO NOT LET someone "make" you feel any way. You are the mom. You are doing what you have to do to make it.

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E.B.

answers from Beaumont on

Just a thought, do you have medical/dental/401K at your full time job? This will help you, long term with your money. If you don't, I would definitely think in that direction. You have to think about the future... Regarding a second job, is there anything you can do from home to earn more?? Maybe being a tutor?? Lots of parents would pay big money to help their child succeed and I saw on your profile you work with teens so you'd already know kids to help...Good luck to you. You sound like a hard worker and a good Mom so I wish you to best!

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M.L.

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I would tell your uncle that if he is willing to pay the bills that you cannot afford, then you won't work. Otherwise, stay out of it!

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S.B.

answers from Redding on

I've been a single mom for a lonnnnnnnnnng time. It's a constant juggle.
We do what we have to do.

I don't know why you are discussing any of this with the uncle. No offense, but if I were you, I would tell him to butt the hell out. I really would.

My ex is trying to make ME feel guilty because he has to find a "third" job. He gave up a high paying position to get out of child support and went into the real estate industry. THAT was a brilliant move in this economy. His "second" job is maintaining washers and dryers once a month for an older couple who owns apartments. He doesn't even leave his house unless he has to show a home or something.
Meanwhile, I'm up and somewhere clocking in every day 40+ hours a week and commuting 60+ miles a day. I get all the overtime I possibly can. He thinks it's unfair that I don't have a second job.
I'm killing myself at the one I've got. If I could find something closer to home on the weekends, I'd gladly do it because I need the money. But, I'm not going to do what my ex husband TELLS me I should be doing after 14 years of divorce.
In your case, "uncle" has no business telling what you what you should or shouldn't do.
It sounds to me like you are trying to make up for the lower income Dad will be making.
If someone is supposed to feel guilty about this, why does it have to be you?

I've worked my head off for many years and raised two kids myself. Neither of them hate me. It's quite the opposite, in fact. They know everything I did working so hard was because I love them. I couldn't count on child support. I could only count on me.

Don't ever let anyone make you feel guilty for doing the best you can to provide for your son. It doesn't sound like you have much help doing so.
You sound like a pretty awesome mom to me.

Best wishes.

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E.A.

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I agree with the ladies that recommended that your uncle (is it your brother or your husband's brother?) butt out. If he really is bringing this up repeatedly and telling you it will make your child hate you, I would ask him why, out of curiosity... why do you feel it will make my son hate me? He gets to spend that time with his father and he gets more access to necessities that cost money (and kids may view some items as necessities that are not, due to social pressure).

It sounds like your brother or brother in law has some issues with his own mother. If she is still living, perhaps they could work on that to better understand one another and mend their relationship. If you are familiar with that relationship, do you see any similarities between their relationship dynamics and yours with your son? The other possibility is that the uncle is a bit dim witted and doesn't think through what he is saying. I'd probably be frustrated with him if I were you. Did you ask his opinion or did he just offer up his thoughts unsolicted? If you asked, I wouldn't do that again.

It sounds like working as a paid mentor will be likely be a fulfilling role for you, with pay as a bonus.

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L.A.

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I am a single mom with two jobs and this is something I've encountered a lot as well. For some reason people just get all bent out of shape about women working a lot. I've never heard of anyone trying to make a dad feel bad about working two jobs to support his family. At the end of the day you are the only one responsible for your life and your son. I know it sounds tough but try not to let someone else's opinon about what you are doing get you down. You are doing what you have to for your son.

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