J.,
Whats done is done, and can no longer be Undone.
These are not your children,
they do not want to be your children.
They have a mother.
( she may suck at it but she is still their mother)
DO not get involved in their business,
keep your relationship with their father between you and him.
and let him do all the parenting.
Even if he sucks at it aswell.
Do not make any suggestions, comments, or judgements.
They blame you because there is NO one else to blame.
Who even would bother taking responsibility.
They Blame YOU
Because you take responsibility for them and their actions.
Because you care enough to try and help them.
Because in their eyes you stole their father from them.
Because if you weren't involved with Daddy they would be able to walk all over him and do as they pleased.
Because they are 13, 15 and 18 years old
and have no responsible parents, no one cared enough to teach them to take personal responsibility,
no one stuck around long enough to meet any need they might require, they weren't taught the skills that any decent parent would lovingly teach their children.
Your feelings are hurt. Nothing more and nothing less.
Any adult would realize these kids are pushing you away.
so they can have daddy all to themselves.
This is the behavior of any normal child having been put thru a horrible situation such as this.
M