Dear L.,
I had 5 miscarriages, and my sister had 3. We both ended up adopting our children, and were glad to have those wonderful babies . Now, I have 3 gr grandchildren, and am so very thankful. I don't know why doctors are so cold hearted when they deal with women who have miscarriages, but they are. They were even worse back in the late 1950s when we were having our pregnancy problems.
The only thing that I can tell you is to follow what the doctors say - I know that it sounds cruel, but the weeks will go by fast and you can possibly get better information by waiting. Just be hopeful, and ready to accept what happens. We, nowadays, are so eager to have our lives work out right that we forget that sometimes the answer is NO.
My grandmother had 8 babies and only 3 of them lived to adulthood. One of the five that died in early babyhood was named Hazel - Here it is 150 years later and I know the name of a baby that died at 2 years old. ... Because my Grandmother talked about Hazel throughout her whole life, which ended at age 85. We mothers always yearn for our babies and children,and want to give them the best lives possible. But, sometimes.....
Just think, you do have live children. And you are a wonderful person to still want to have more. Sincerely, C. N.