Hi D.. Oh boy do I ever know how you're feeling. I've been divorced for over 7 years now and I'm still dealing with this problem. The best advice I can give you is to be supportive to your daughter and encourage a HEALTHY relationship with her father, his family, heck... everyone in her life. What I mean by healthy, is that she needs to understand that her feelings are valid and healthy. It's ok to love her dad and want time with him, but it's also ok to be mad, hurt, sad, etc. She needs to understand that her dad makes his own decisions and no one, not even a judge, can make him do anything, he has to make the choice to do it. So when dad lets her down, she has to understand... as much as it may hurt or be upsetting to her, that it was dad's decision to do what ever he has done and she should try her best to not let his actions bring her down. She can and should look forward to the time she gets to spend with her dad but also understand that whether she sees him a lot or a little, the decision is his and her feelings are ok. She needs your support to know that her feelings are healthy and to help her build the strength to know she can and should share her feelings (no matter what they are) with her dad... and all other's in her life. It's very hard, I know, to watch your child hurt. I know you want nothing more than to wrap your arms around her and protect her from any pain, but we can't do that. SO the best thing you can do is arm her with the emotional health and strength to deal with this situation in the most healthy way possible. Build up her self esteem, build her strength, and help her to understand that no one can control another person, his choices are his alone and belong to no one else. My children have been dealing with their father's lack of interest in them for a long time. It wasn't until a very wonderful doctor came into our lives and taught me that they simply needed this support and validation to begin to deal with this in a healthy way that things began to change for the better. Now, my children still have pain, saddness, anger, etc but they also have more happiness because they have learned to deal with their dad in a healthy way and they've begun to tell him how they feel. This, above all things has had the greatest impact. Imagine being told by your child that you make them feel unloved through your actions... this is something my exhusband hears from my children frequently. I know, even with as sad a father as he is, this has to hurt. And the good thing is, my children no longer feel like it's their fault that he is this way. OH, and also I wouldn't tell your daughter of his visits if you can avoid it. Let his visits be a surprise,this will also help to cut down on her disapointments.
OK... enough of that... :) About the child support. You really should consider having the child support adjusted to the State level. Child support is calculated, not based upon visitation with the child but the total quality of a child's wellbeing based on two incomes. The only time child support is supposed to be 'discounted' is when the parents have shared parenting; in other words the parents have equal visitation and share equal cost in the child. The parents should both have the child in their custody for no less than 182.5 days per year for a discount on the child support. In all other cases, child support is supposed to be 100% of the state calculations. I suggest applying for a new child support order. If your order is less than 2 years old, you can't go through CSEA, you must file through the court system, BUT if it is more than 2 years old you may request a FREE modification to your child support order. All you would need to do is go to your local CSEA office, bring in your last pay statement, receipts of child care, proof of any health insurance you provide and the father's name, social, and address. They do the rest and the modification is completed within 30 days.
I know this is rough and I wish I could tell you that it becomes easier.. well it some ways it does, but in others, it doesn't because you will most likely always see your child hurting in one way or another and there is nothing you can do but help her to deal with the pain in a healthy way... Just know you're not alone in this and you can be the BEST support for your daughter... even though she may not realize it for many years. :) Take care D..