You are AWESOME for reaching out of yourself and asking for help! My heart BREAKS for you and your child! You are in a very hard place right now! As the other poster/s have mentioned, I will be praying for you!
For the sake of time, I have pasted/copied from another one of my posts from several days back. (down below) Although your situation is very different, I still believe that you need support and this AMAZING resource that will help you stabilize and get some very certain rubber meets the road help/answers. I would encourage you to go to the link for the forum ASAP. Even post if you feel comfortable after taking alittle self guided tour. I could go on and on about how much they have helped women get their voice (and SANITY!) back. It totally blows away the isolation that we wives (even "ex" wives!) feel.
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Your ? is one of the main reasons that I joined mammasource! I am so glad that you asked! This info is UNLIKE ANYTHING you have EVER gotten your hands on! It has totally ROCKED our world and SAVED my sanity (as well as our marriage!)We have been to two of their Marriage Intensives and involved in their Thurs. night calls for about two years! You need to order both of their books and start the process. (e-book is available if you are in a hurry! :-)I promise you, it is NOT your normal "wives, submit message!" I would be honored to anwser any other questions if you get stuck! ###-###-####)
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Here's their link to their forum for "right now" help:
http://www.joelandkathy.com/boards/index.php?sid=016ecb47...
PLEASE Believe me when I say that I am NOT trying to "save" your marriage. ALL that I'm concerned about right now, is your wounded heart and your sanity!
In HIS Grip,
C. S.
P.S. No, I am NOT crazy for giving out my cell number here. I WILL make no profit from the book sells either. I just care and I am determined to reach out in a way that I wish I would have had when I was at my lowest time! If someone else has a question or feels they would benefit from calling me... you are very welcome to. :-)