I usually only respond to these when something really hits me and I was going to respond even before I read your what happened section. I think that if you ask a question on here, you should be open to all types of responses and not pick out individuals to respond to publicly,if you don't like something they've said, send them a private message.
But about your relationship with your mom, all people have different relationships with their parents. Some are extremely close and some are not and some are right in between. About you feeling like she was lecturing you, the only way to know for sure is if you ask her if she thinks that you are whining too much to her, none of us can answer that for you. My hubby goes away, as well, for work, for long stretches of time, and I am also here by myself with 2little kids. So I completely understand that things can be very overwhelming and you get exhausted very quickly. But I also know that when I am by myself, that things do seem a lot more big of a deal than if I were to have my hubby here with me. And I know that I am more overwhelmed than I would be if he were here. From reading your post, unless your mom was attacking you about talking about your feelings, I would just say that she was trying to comfort you and let you know that even though it might seem rougher when he is gone that in the big scheme of things, things are never the same forever. Hopefully your husband won't have to travel alot for his work for the rest of your lives or that if you have small kids, they won't be small forever. The first time my husband got deployed since I've had both of my kids, I was a mess for the first two weeks or so and then that's when I realized that I needed to just take one day and a time and relax, and as aggravating as it might sound, live each day to the fullest! No matter how rough my day or night was the day before, I try and start each day out positively, otw it just feels like one big, long, crappy day! I lost my mom almost 5 years ago, so she was never able to meet my amazing kids and my kids will never be able to talk to, hug, or just meet the wonderful person that she was. My mom and I went through our stages throughout the 27 years that I had her in my life, but before she left us, I was close to her and thought I couldn't get much closer. I was wrong. I never understood what my mom went through being a mom and never exactly will but have a better understanding now that I have 2 children of my own. And when things get tough when I am by myself, with 2 little kids, 2 dogs, a house to take care of, I can hear my mom's voice saying, "Shel, just relax, everything will be ok". Good luck to you and I hope that for all involved that you and your mom are able to talk to each other and be there for one another, I know I really miss my mom and wish she were here for me to talk to!!!