I am also the SAHM mother of 4 children (ages 2-10 which I homeschool), with a husband sooo much like yours. And I feel your pain. My husband wants to tell me everything he's ever said, done, experienced or thought...and not just once. He likes to tell me the same stories over & over, expounding on each one as though it is going to be even more interesting today than it was the last 14 times. It's exhausting, I know.
But I am learning, slowly but surely, to appreciate the fact that I'm his "go-to gal." As a Christian wife and mother, I have learned that God wants our husbands to be our first priority. That's hard to picture when you're comparing this full-grown, capable man to a crowd of needy, helpless children. No, we don't just ignore our children's needs or shove them aside. But we do have to do our very best to meet our husbands needs, as well. And when our highest priority is to see to our husband's needs, we'll find that caring for our children is one of those needs...so it goes without saying. And no, women aren't put on earth as slaves to men. I just happen to disagree with the whole "Marriage is 50/50" thing. I thing marriage is supposed to be 100/100. Each spouse should put in 100% of themselves. But here's the catch...they have to do it with zero regard to whether or not the other is giving their 100%. If we only give what the other gives, then no one gives enough. Everyone is always waiting for the other person to do his/her part, and everyone ends up selfish and miserable. But if even one of them is giving it their all, giving 100% of their time, energy, heart and soul to serving the family, then the whole family can live in peace and fulfillment.
It's hard, and I struggle with it constantly. But it's so much worse if that annoying jabber mouth husband of yours (grin) just up & decides he doesn't want to talk to you anymore. I promise. My husband and I have been married for 17 years, and that happened to us at one point, when my oldest 2 were very young. I was fed up. I was up to my eyeballs in motherhood. I was tired and completely overwhelmed. It didn't take long before I had pushed my man completely away. It was a slow process. At first I just ignored him when he wanted to "unload on me," hoping he would get the point and shut up already! Then, when that didn't work, I started pointing out all the reasons I was too busy to listen to stories. When that didn't work, I told him I flat-out didn't care about whatever nonsense he was rattling off, and asked him to give me a break!! And then I went on to tell him how he didn't understand what I was dealing with. How he didn't help out enough. All of it...I threw it in his face a lot. Then, one day, he quit talking to me. I guess I got my break...but it wasn't a relief for very long. The wedge that it put in our marriage was devastating. And after a while...he found someone else to talk to.
Thankfully, I read a book that helped me realize how selfish I had been. This man, the one I used to dress up for every time I saw him, that I smiled for constantly, that I made sure I pleased in as many ways as possible...well, I had made him feel like the least important thing in my life. I'm not saying that there aren't things he could do better. Oh no...trust me. I could make a mile-long list of things that my husband should improve about himself. But what good would that do? Would that change him? Nope. One of my favorite lines from the book I'm talking about said something to the effect of, "No man ever crawled out from under a pile of his wife's criticism to become a better man." I can vouch for that. Because I was really good at pointing out his faults for a long time. But that didn't do anything more than drive him farther away. Only God can change his heart, and that only requires our faith and our prayers…and patience, lots of patience. But I found out that I could find peace and joy through working on my own areas that needed improvement, and then serving my family to the very best of my ability. When I put my effort into pleasing my man...for the sake of pleasing God (that’s the kicker)...that's when I find rest. If we are just trying to please our husband (or any human being), we’ll always be disappointed. We have to know that God called us to love, honor and care for our husbands. And when we do that, for the sake of obeying God and pleasing Him, our calling takes on a whole new meaning. And we just might find our husbands meeting more of our own needs. ;-)
I know I'm not explaining this very well. I'd like to recommend the book. "Created to be His Help Meet" by Debi Pearl. One of my favorite chapters is about the Three Types of Men. You may find that you're married to a Visionary, like me. They looooove to tell us all of their ideas and opinions. It's annoying, but I'd rather it be me he's talking to!!! I don’t know if this will help you. Just know that I can relate. If you do want to talk more, I would be more than happy to. Just private message me. I think sometimes it helps to talk to another wife/mom who can relate to your situation. And sometimes we just need to vent to someone who understands. A woman who is not married to a man like that will never understand. And you’ll get lots of advice that could hurt your marriage. Not because it’s necessarily bad advice, but maybe it’s advice better suited to that person’s marriage with their type of man. You may be thinking that about my own advice, in which case, just disregard it. But if you do feel it applies to you, I hope you will read that book. Or at the very least, you can get in touch with me through private message, and we can encourage one another…regarding these talkative men of ours!!
God bless!
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