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Welcome to mamapedia!!
I'm sorry about your miscarriage - they are never easy.
It's not dumb. But I don't understand how your lack of insurance is stopping you from getting pregnant. If you can afford fertility pills - you can afford insurance, right? That means you've seen a doctor to get the prescription - unless you bought them "black market". So which is it?
If you can't afford insurance, then you can't afford a baby. They are expensive, you know that, right? I would STRONGLY suggest that you get yourself into a financial position that allows you to afford insurance and a baby...please don't make me pay for your baby.
the more you try, the more your body fights. It's really that simple. Stop trying. Stop with everything and go back to having sex for fun.