N.G.
My husband and I always go to bed at the same time, even if one of us isn't tired. If I'm not tired, I'll just play on my iPhone or read my Kindle while he sleeps, or he'll play on his phone while I sleep. We've done that so long that I couldn't imagine going to bed without him, and I couldn't imagine staying up while he sleeps! There are medications (prescription) that can help you fall asleep faster. My husband took one for a while because he was having the same problem. Could you at least go to bed, and maybe read or play a game to help you get tired?