K.M.
J., I too understand what you are going through. Shortly after my dad died my son started "acting up." My dad and my son were like two peas in a pod so when he died it rocked my son's world and he was only 3. My husband and I had only been married a year ( and he inherited 3 step siblings) then the move into the new house. Shortly after dad died we almost lost my mom, then I got very sick (potentially fatal illness), then a few years later my 20 yr. old niece was killed in a car accident...so in saying all that my son's world was very unstable for him (I was told that all of this can be a root cause for the ODD.) He worries a lot about losing someone else, especially me, which causes him to suffer from anxiety which only increases his moodiness. He was diagnosed ADHD & ODD a few years ago. We have gone through some horrible rages with him but we haven't had those in quite a while, thank goodness. He too likes to irritate his siblings and he lies a lot and gets angry when we say no...that is part of the ODD. We have to send him to his room when he gets to be "too much" with his siblings and won't listen, that seems to help him calm down (he usually throws things on his way to his room and slams the door a few times but he does calm down.) He's on medications that seem to help a good bit but we do still deal with the defiance...his is worse in the morning when I'm trying to wake him up. I'm looking for behavior modification programs in our area but in the meantime he sees a psychologist & a counselor. I tried holding off on meds for a long time but the defiance & ADHD was getting worse and worse and I decided that I wasn't helping him by not getting him the meds he needed. When he doesn't take his ADHD meds he's unbearable to be around (hyper, loud, & irritable.) So for him we had to go with meds but I keep praying that he won't have to take them for life, that he will learn to control his challenges & use all that energy to accomplish great things in his life. Hang in there you are certainly not alone and it looks like there are a lot of moms on here that will listen whenever you need...that's why I am here too.