D.K.
S. - get off the computer RIGHT NOW and call your doctor! Tell your OB that you are suffering from bad post partum and need to see him ASAP. Then tell your husband. Tell him everything and see if he can come with you to the doctor. You will need his support to get better. Talk to your mom friends, see if they can help you out (watching the kids, giving you support) You will need to reach out to people so YOU can start to feel better. Also, please realize that this is more than just being in a rut. A rut is having a few bad days. I think you are in a bigger hole and need the help of others to get out. But you WILL get out and things will be rosy again. I PROMISE!
Know that you will get better - just do the things that you need to do to get the help!
Take Care of yourself!!!!!!
D.
milwaukee