Hi S. ~ We have done a variety of things with our children while I worked full and then later part time. I totally understand the need for time without the children! It is a necessity and I believe it helps not only moms get a break, but the children too! It's funny to think that they would need a break from us, but I believe it's true, LOL! Anyway do you have family who can help you? If you have family who lives close by and you trust them and have a good relationships with them, I think this is the best way to go. If not, what about friends with other children? If you have good friends with young children maybe you guys could trade back and forth. They take your child for a few hours and then you take theirs. It gives the children someone to play with and more one on one attention than they would probably get in a center and it gives you the peace of mind knowing personaly the people who are caring for your child. My daughter was in a regular daycare for nine months and then after my son was born a trusted friend began watching them for me and it was such a HUGE relief, to know beyond a shadow of a doubt that my children were with someone who loved them like they were there own! I didn't realize how uneasy I was with the regular daycare until I experienced having one of my closest and dearest friends watching them. Now I work part time and my mom and my sister help out when needed. Also we have a drop in center downtown. It is a church outreach program and we LOVE it. THis is what I use when I need a break and family isn't an option. Ours is free you just have to meet the qualifications...and with my husband a reduction in our income due to layoffs and whatnot, that was not a problem for us. Another thing is to make sure you are focusing on yourself too. It is hard for moms to do that, I know, but it is so important. If you can work it around your husband's schedule try scheduling a girls night out with some friends. Grab, dinner or coffee or a movie whatever it is that you like to do together or maybe even with the weather getting nicer grab a group of girls and start walking in the evening with NO children allowed...LOL...I know for me I have several friends who I schedule time with regularly. I have one friend who is so busy we only get together once every three months. Then I have acouple of friends who I see once every month and then I have friends I see every week. Sometimes we've even gotten out of town for a weekend together! I have found this time to be so refreshing and uplifting and I go home joyfully ready to jump back into the role of wife and mommy.
I hope you find something that works for you and that you (and the children, LOL) get the breaks you all need :)
~ M.