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She was lashing out in her pain. Everyone knows you don't get insurance after the fact. I'm sorry to hear about her loss and all and I know this was a hard thing to deal with. I've been in similar situation myself. It's hard to forgive yourself, but there's no other choice. You did the best you could and you really couldn't do anything else. Simiply and deeply pray for this woman and her family, put them in God's care and let go. This too will pass.