K.D.
B.,
This baby will be the light of your life. You will enjoy it so much. From the day your baby is born you will notice all the things you missed with your first one. I was 40 when we adopted our newborn daughter. She is 2 1/2 now and I can't believe how much I missed with my bio children when they were born. I think alot of women feel the same way when they have children when they are older.
Good luck and enjoy the precious life you are going to have.
K. D