D.M.
I remember when I had my miscarriage it was horrible. No words to describe the awful feeling of loss and failure... etc. You get that. However, it did teach me that I am NOT in control, and you have to learn to let go and trust it will all be ok. Enjoy your 3 year old and try to relax - I know it's hard. My good friend told me her mom told her that she had a miscarriage the pregnancy before she was born. Her mom told her that if it weren't for that SHE wouldn't be here, and what a loss that would be. Try to remember you aren't in control. Be thankful for what you have and that you are pregnant again. Be gentle to yourself and trust it WILL all work out!!!!