J.M.
Hi G.:
You don't mention your age,but because you say postmenopausal,I have to guess,that your reaching that time in your life,where your hormones are going to create some problems for you.It's not unusual for you to have some heavy or sporadic periods at this time. You may even experience some blood clots,that will scare you. You can have a heavy period ,then go two months without one at all.Then maybe A light one and nothing for three months.It will be off,and vary.Then stop altogether.It's not always easy,but try to realize,that your body is going through some dramatic changes,and this will throw off a lot of different emotions. You won't have the patience,the tolerance,for those things you use to be able to just shrug off.You can get easily agitated,and it doesn't help,when you feel no one else understands,or is sympathetic as to how you feel.This probably is a large factor,in how your coping and feeling about your marriage right now.Don't throw in the towel just yet. You need to have a calm sit down with your hubby,and let him know what your concerns,and what your experiencing. The two of you,then need to sit down with the kids,and set up some ground rules,and some chores,to lighten the load for you a bit.We'd love to think,that those around us,are observant enough to notice,when we are worried,or in need of help.Whether it's moral support or merely A helping hand around the house,however,everyone gets so busy thinking about themselves,their needs,that sometimes we need to stop them in their tracks,and ask them to take A look around.This is not the time in your life,when you should be biting the bullet,or holding in those feelings of frustration,or disappointments. You take years off your life doing that. You can be effective,and accomplish your goals,by calmly sitting down those you care for,and letting them know,that you can't,do it all by yourself,and you need their help.I wish you and your (full house) the very best. J. M