Dear A.,
If you were not invited to the shower, this woman most likely does not consider you a “close” friend. Her reasons for NOT inviting you are pathetic and flimsy. (she didn’t want to “burden” you further….she didn’t want to make a “big deal” out of the shower…she prefers to spend “one on one” time with you.) You called her, and she was caught off guard and probably embarrassed.
I’m pretty sure that you did not consider your generosity to this woman a burden. I’m equally sure your feelings are probably still hurt.
When I read your message, I immediately thought of a friend of mine, with whom I mostly spend ONLY “one-on-one” time with. I do like this woman, but she is prone to monopolizing the entire conversation and simply “must” be the center of attention at all times, no matter what occasion. If we are in a restaurant, she feels compelled to introduce herself to perfect strangers and what ever the topic of conversation is; it “always” ends up about her. No matter how fine the restaurant is, she “always” finds something to complain about.
I have tried to include her at social and family events (because she has so few friends and no family in the area.) She is usually invited once and never again. I asked my sister if I could invite her to Thanksgiving dinner, and got an immediate NO, citing all the above.
My friend is a generous and loving person, but can only be taken in small doses. I don’t know you, but I wanted to mention my experience with a friend, who considers me a “close” friend because I care about her and try to keep in touch at least twice a month. If anything sounds familiar, it may be something to ponder and might help avoid future hurt feelings. I would strongly recommend, in future, if you are not invited to a party, don’t call and ask why. Also, if your crib has sentimental value, I would reconsider “loaning” it out.
I am very sorry your feelings were hurt.
Blessings…….