C.B.
R.,
I am sorry for your loss. I miscarried my first baby on Dec. 4, 1998, just 4 days after finding out I was pregnant. I understand your fears. Shortly after, I started going to a doctor for something totally unrelated. After he learned of my faith, he asked if he could pray for me. I found out I was pregnant about 2 to 3 weeks later (this was 2 months after the miscarriage). Not saying it was the prayer, because I was probably already pregnant. But, when I told the Dr. of the pregnancy I also told him my fears and he reminded me to not be fearful. I had a hard time with that because I had always had some intestinal problems that made me feel like I was cramping. I remember crying one night and all of a sudden it hit me. STOP IT! Why was I going to make myself upset over this and cause undue stress. So, I just asked God to take care of me. I promised God that if he gave me a baby, my baby would know HIM. God ended up blessing me (and himself) with three children after that!
Just remember, have POSITIVE faith... don't let bad symptoms tell you otherwise. I had preterm labor with 2 of my children and also spotting in the 2nd trimester. I got medical attention, but none of that led to a miscarriage. God created everything with His words. We are made in His image and have that same power. It is just that most of us create problems for ourselves because we don't watch what we say.
Keep your tongue from evil and your lips from speaking lies. Psalm 34:13
God Bless,
C.