Poor momma. I know your pain. I remember all those sleepless nights. It can make you crazy. Rest assured, you are not alone and most important, this is NORMAL. It's completely OK that your baby is not sleeping thru the night. She's not supposed to! She's still too young! Please, please, please go to kellymom.com and read all the wonderful FACT BASED articles they have on infant sleep. And then check out the forum section where moms talk to each other. You'll find out really quick you and your sweet little girl are right where you are supposed to be. Breastfed babies usually don't sleep all night long. Here's two links I found really quick for you, but there are so many more.
http://www.kellymom.com/pantley/pantley03.html
http://www.kellymom.com/parenting/sleep/sleep.html
Hree's an excerpt:
"Probably one of the main reasons that babies who don't sleep through the night are such a big issue is that parents don't have realistic expectations of the sleep patterns of babies. Babies were designed to wake up often at night to feed and cuddle, and keep in mind that many adults wake during the night, too. If our expectations for babies were not so different from our babies' expectations for themselves, much of this "problem" might disappear"
This board (Mamasource) is one of my least favorites cause there seem to be so many moms here who encourage Crying It Out, which I soooo disagree with. I can't even get into all the reasons why this is wrong cause I'll talk all day! But your instincts are telling you not to do it, and those are our God given instincts. We have them for a reason.
First of all, "sleeping thru the night" only means 4-5 hours so your little one is almost there on some nights. And kudos to you for refusing to make her cry it out. Trust me on this, I NEVER let my baby CIO and was always available to him when he woke, either to nurse, rock, or cuddle and now at age 2, he sleeps like a rock. He sleeps late, he sleeps long and hard. I get plenty of sleep now. And you will too. It's just not her time yet. Be patient, stay gentle, and one day you'll wake up and realize you've both slept all night.
Hugs and best wishes to you!