M.V.
Hi J.,
Give yourself a break- You are not cheating!
There are healthy kids who are breast fed and healthy kids who are formula fed.
What good will you be to your kids if you are insanely (spelling?) tired or just so stressed out you are not really engaged with them?
Don't fret, do what you can when you can. Breast or Formual your kids will be healthy.
I have two children and I started breast feeding with my first and his blood sugar was dropping dangerously low- I opted to abandon the breast feeding for his safety and his health. At that point I didn't care what I wanted, I wanted what was best for him and the situation.
With baby number two I went straight to formula- You know what? He is a thriving 15 month old!
You will be okay, just do what you can- Lots of women combine both feeding methods. Don't feel guilty. It's a lot of work with one baby- You are taking care of TWO!
Hang in there- You know that first year is rough and then it starts to get a little easier.
What a blessing to have twins! My last pregnancy I was pregnant with two and lost one 4 months into the pregnancy- Hang in there- Those gorgeous boys will thrive no matter which way you go or if you combo feed them.
Take care,
MV