You didn't sound selfish at all to me, just sensable and after reading your "SO WHAT HEPPENED", even more so. Since he exhibits violence you may want to have someone standing by when he is preparing to leave. Go get the separation. Children should not be exposed to violent behavior and neither should you. Hopefully your Dad is still around and can be there for you.
Regarding the house: If your home was a gift from your family after your marriage, your husband may be entitled to 50% of its value and equity from the date of marriage to the date of your legal separation, even though your name is the only one on the deed. This needs to be carefully checked out. Since your children are small you may be able to stipulate in the divorce that you and the children will remain in the family home until they are 18 and/ finished with college up age 22 (in some states). Your father seems pretty savvy in these matters, so I would enlist his advice and help.
Dear L.,
I believe if your home was 100% paid for prior to your marriage and yours is the only name on the deed the only things that your husband MAY be entitled to is 1/2 of the equity from the date of marriage to the date of your legal separation.
In California, he would be entitled to 50 % of all property and assets obtained from the date of your marriage to the date of your legal separation and 50% of any comingled monies. So if you have put money in his
accounts and he in yours and it could be proved, that would constitute comingling of funds. This may not be the case in your state and must be checked out right away if you are serious about ending your marriage.
Since he seems intent on TRYING to save your marriage and reluctant to leave your home I would suggest one or all of the following:
Make a list of all your assets (your, his and joint assets)
This will save you time and money at the attorney’s office
Obtain a legal separation right away
Tell your husband that you will attend marriage counseling if he will get his own place
Attend counseling together and separately for at least 3 – 6 months, it may not bring you back together, but it will help both of you come to terms and have closure
If he refuses get a court order or restraining order and he will be ordered to leave (Hopefully it won’t come to that)
I generally recommend that couples do everything they can to save their marriage, but in your case it appears there was never a solid commitment in the first place and you have never been happy in the relationship. You did not mention children, can we assume there are no children? How about pets? Just make sure you are honest and fair. This does not mean you need to give him more than what is due.
Keep us posted.
Blessings….