... this is a common malady... with Husbands.
They are the "other" child in the family.
I had a time, where my Husband was like that too. Ugh.
Its better now... but of course no marriage is perfect.
I have repeatedly told him... that he gives more attention to a stranger, than to me. I always do things for him, care for him, have sex whatever. He had a Mom that did EVERYTHING for him... and did NOT "complain" about it.
Hence, how he was with me. Except that I am, vocal, about things.
Anyway, its not easy.
I hear you.
My Husband... though... does help around the house.
Everything, has to be a compromise... between the spouses. But if it is only a one-way street... it is hard, to improve.
Tell your Husband... that my Husband works and goes to school. He is legitimately "busy." BUT.. .he still spends time with the kids... and will be a "Spouse" instead of pouting like a child when he feels miffed. He once wrote me a LONG letter... telling me how he felt. I had no idea, my Husband was so "sensitive." Wow. Since then, well, I have tried to be more 'aware' of him.... instead of just seeing him as an adversary.
Because, he can be a real nit-picking rude commenting Man. To me. Thus, it made me even more... NOT want to do things... with him.
Vicious cycle.....
1) But your Husband feels he gets no attention and does not feel wanted. WELL... maybe if he helped you, then you would have more "time" for giving him attention.
2) It is a TWO-way street....
3) HE is a part of the family too and the household... it is his family and house too... so he IS RESPONSIBLE for it too. AND for taking CARE of his Wife. THAT is what a Husband is. It is like not giving water to a plant and letting it dry up and shrivel up. While watching it happen. IF your Husband cared... beyond HIMSELF.... he would see.. that you are only human and need tending to... TOO.
Tell him this.
My own Daughter used to tell me "Daddy gives us more attention, than he does to you....but you do so much for him...." Kids, see things. I told my Husband this. A "shock" for him.
I told my Husband... he expects ALL kinds of things for him to be happy, and which he expects from me. BUT... he was NOT doing anything for me nor filling my cup, either. Even though, EVERY darn day... I was doing things for him... and with him. BUT... he DID NOT NOTICE.
Even if I was a Runway Model and a Martha Stewart... and a PERFECT Spouse... he wouldn't notice.
So... it takes the MAN... to heed to his own complaints about "you"... and to reflect on himself and SEE how HE is..... contributing to the whole problem. TOO. It goes both ways.
Your Husband... seems very resentful, or more accurately "SPITEFUL"... and maybe it is just his personality. Who knows if he can "change" or grow-up.
Not telling the kids that it was your Birthday... is soooooooooooo mean. And hurtful.
HE is.... "showing" your children... what a "Man" is... and he is not doing a good job, at all. Because all he can think of, is himself. AND he is making it a "you do this for me or I will not do anything for you..." kind of dynamic. Which... is really, childish.
It will only continue to hurt... your relationship.
He/you need marital counseling. But I don't know if it will work... because.... he ONLY sees it as "you" not being good, while he is just being retaliatory and justifies himself.... for his treatment of you.
Very childish....
He needs to grow up...
Remember... once day your sons will be someone else's Boyfriend or Husband.. I am SURE... you would NOT want them to treat their Partner... like how your Husband treats you.
Your sons.... NEED to see YOU... their Mom... a Woman.... as a person who is RESPECTED and loved and cared for.
Your Husband... is greatly sabotaging them and their ideas of what a "Man" and Husband, is.
all the best,
Susan