H.N.
don't belittle yourself by thinking you are loney because you aren't smart. everyone gets lonely...some more than others. you may be feling depression. that can be greatly helped by a trip to the dr. for medication or just talking to someone. i am a stay at home mom and don't get a lot of adult interaction so i too feel lonely sometimes..... maybe all you need is to find a friend even if its just on the computer that you can talk to