Hello M.,
Well, I saw how many people wrote in and described their tendency to be chronically late. I used to be that way, occasionally slip up now days, however there was a central wake up call I got, which shook me out of denial.
THis is a little long, it's about how I kicked the late habit, and I hope this can help others, and if it doesn’t help, please ignore it. It sure worked for me, and I hope it can work for you.
When I was chronically late, I felt it was ok, it was just the way I am, everybody obviously understood because nobody said anything about it but an occasional jibe or joke. But somehow they were never late. How did they do that, and how could I do that? Was there something I needed to fix?
I made all the usual excuses, always just one more thing to do at home, before I left which turned into 20 more things to do at home before I left, you know the story from those chronic late people who can’t seem to focus and get themselves to appointments on time. It sure seemed like obsessive compulsive symptoms (OCD). yup, that''s me.
I looked at being late as a habit, a bad one, bordering on an addiction, but not a fatal flaw. Then I questioned myself like so many other dysfunctional things I learned in my childhood, and I looked around for confirmation that a little late was ok and people should just tolerate it, and I should just shrug my shoulders and make excuses and not sweat it.
Then I said to myself – what if it isn’t ok, what if there are bigger costs, because face it, M., the people you respect don’t’ arrive late, what do they know that you don’t know?
So I took a hard look, objectively with a commitment to compare hard facts - what is the cost of this habit, and what other habits is this comparable to? I said “if this is a bad habit, how bad is it? What other habits is it like?
So I started listing bad habits to find out where my lateness landed in frequency and consequences (by the way, that’s what risk is - frequency of something happening, and the consequences it brings)
I made lists of bad habits and addictions to compare and see which ones were similar: I listed some habits, which I thought were nothing like being a little bit late to everything. - stealing, lying, smoking, laziness, bankruptcy, messiness, alcohol, lots of negative things, and sorted out what was acceptable, what was plain old wrong to do, and which were similar and what was different.
I compared every one of them, and decided to choose whichever was the most like it. Stealing was close to being late, but not the most simillar one to my lateness consequences.
Here’s what I concluded, and it made all the difference:
: Lateness takes away from several things, your time with others, and your peace of mind, your self image, and your self respect. The closest I got was smoking – it definitely takes away from your time on earth, as well as your health. Lateness took away some of my peace of mind, my mental health, and from my time with my friends and from my getting my goals accomplished (working out, planning windmills-different story) etc)
(By the way, lateness also takes away from your financial health for those situations where you get billed for late appointment arrivals and chronic lateness on the job to start work and to get to meetings on time. Your appraisals show it, and people look down their nose at you (but not to your face) - the way you spot it is notice that THEY ALL get t meetings 3 to 5 minutes early. You don’t. when you get there early, they look down their noses at whoever comes in late. HEY, WAKE UP. When I come in late, they are irritated.) – but I let the financial aspects go because I found a much more important situation:
You saw above where lateness takes away from your time with others, your peace of mind, your self image and your self respect? Well guess what.
It suddenly hit me - Lateness is like smoking around other people, non-smokers, you get them affected too! People who smoke aren’t’ the only ones who get ill; the ones around them get sick too from their smoke. Second hand smoke causes the same things around the smokers. Same with lateness. Second hand lateness causes the same things, and I was responsible for that secondhand consequences – for taking away others time with me, for taking away others peace of mind, self images, and self respect - Lateness was a big deal, and the effects were NOT just happening to me, I was responsible for causing second hand lateness effects on others while they waited for me and then expected them to blow it off that they had respected me enough to get there on time and I didn’t’ do that in return for respect for their time.
So I got smart and stopped taking my excuses for being late. I looked in the mirror “you messed up on that lateness excusee stuff, M., kick that late habit, figure out the simplest ways and just do them now.”
I realized that I had been trained to be late when I was a kid, so I had to use tools to keep from being late to undo the habits, I didn’t’ just get raised in an on-time household,
My household became an on time household, and my life became an on-time life (but not obsessed; I just keep life as simple as possible, follow lists, don’t make many commitments and I choose which ones are really important enough to make, what value occurs from that appointment, and say NO to many of them instead of packing one more thing into a schedule that is already challenged by my habits I must focus to transcend.
I was also OCD, so I need lists and routines and schedules and a box of my stuff right by the door so I don’t leave things all around the house that need to go to the car with me to the appointment. – that compensated for the “check that I turned off the iron” issue.
Here’s some of what I did, different things work for different people, but FIRST, there’s a decision to make, that I am a person who is on time, and I do what it takes to be on time, or 5 minutes early. PERIOD. It’s as important as stopping smoking, for the time and respect it returns to my life.
I tried lots of things, these are what worked for me:
A short background:
I was chronically late, raised in a late late-disrespect household and got punished when I was waiting by the door or helping my sisters be on time despite my mom’s late - ways – just weird sometimes. had to get over that, I am an adult, it's time to just take action and make a new habit stick with repetition.
So here's what I do to get myself on time and respectful of others time:
If I am leaving the house on odd schedule items, I combine them if I can. I run any of my errands on Tuesdays (local in town) and Thursdays (any more remote). I very seldom make changes to my routine schedule promises (once or twice a week).
I block out my calendar (located on the desk, always there, never moves) for the prior 90 minutes to ONLY be used to get ready and travel, and I write down when it' time to roll out the driveway/parking lot to get there. – AND I write down when it’s time to leave the restaurant or wherever, if I was abandoned by a late person and it’s time for the appointment to be over. More on being abandoned by a late friend later below -
That roll-out-the-driveway time is where I back up the 90 minutes, and I start there knowing that if I am early, I have a couple small chores (VERY DANGEROUS TO DO THIS< USUALLY MAKES ME LATE, so usually I just go over my errand list, take a deep breath, imagine I am on my errands, enjoing myself and getting each errand done with whatever I need, (helps if I bring the letters to the Post Office to mail them, leaving them home won't work well) happy and effective, and to verify I have everything I need in the box for the 3rd time, or I can just leave early and start a letter or book or knit there while I wait.
I have a checklist for whenever I go out the door that starts 30 minutes before time to roll, usually only takes 15 minutes, and I include taking my knitting, a letter to write, in case I am early or abandoned by a late person. The checklist is taped on the wall by the door, takes me through all the OCD stuff in a methodical way (turn off the stove, have keys and driver's license, etc).
Now here’s the secret for my OCD - I take the prior afternoon and make sure I select my clothes to wear if it’s not routine casual wear, and also to put everything I need for the meeting or coffee in a box by the door so I am not thrashing around finding things at the last minute when I need to be walking calmly out the door with my box (with letter writing, banking items, knitting, cell phone, camera, pen and paper, purse etc. to put in the car which has everything in it.
If the person doesn’t show up, I make sure I have brought along whatever it takes to be content and have an appointment with myself. (more later)
Because I have written down when it’s time to leave if that person had shown up, I leave then, period, even if they are pulling into the parking lot. I can schedule a cup of coffee with that person on the next week, same day of the week (Tuesday or Thursday), when I do errands out that way. That keeps me on schedule for the rest of the day, and saves time, gas and self respect.
For chronically late friends: When its time for a date with her, before I make an appointment, I decide I will also have the option to enjoy that date with myself (or the rest of our girlfriends) and her presence is nice, but not required for me to enjoy the time out. When the window of time to meet and enjoy her company is over, I leave, also calling her on cell phone letting her know that I am sorry she has been delayed, but I have to go, it was a wonderful time, too bad you missed it, hope you are doing ok and not sick, but I have not heard from you so wanted to check in.
While she is not there (note I did NOT say "while I am waiting for her") I enjoy my time as if she had not been a consideration. (I write a letter, read a book in a beautiful garden where we planned to meet), etc.
Very Important:
I NEVER make plans with a late person where I am captive, have to stay by the door of a museum or restaurant uncomfortable and waiting and can't go anywhere because I am waiting for her. - I always have a plan B (and make sure she knows where I'll be but not necessarily why I'll be there), to do for when she / he is not there (knitting, reading, etc).
When we make the date, I say something like "I always go to the garden out on 1st st, you can come over and visit with me while I am enjoying ....(whatever) and we can catch up with each other" so if she doesn't make it, my time is still used in a valuable way. Same for the gym, going walking on the beach, etc. She can drive along the beach and see me, and meet me and walk on the way back if she is late. I'll drive her to her car once we are at the parking lot where we were going to meet. Then I DON"T make a new change then to go have dinner with her if that was not in the plan and she has finally arrived. – That would reward her for being late.
It takes some confidence to draw the line that you will have a rewarding time if she is there or not, I don't rub it in that she is unnecessary, but at the same time, I know my time will be wonderful, with her there or not. then I write an email or call to let her know how wonderful it was, and just ignore her excuses and recommend she work on being able to meet me when we agree and we can enjoy our time catching up.
And -
Every weekend Saturday (or Sunday if it rains/snows) I check the cars to make sure they are oil full, tires right pressure, clean, tank full, trunk empty (no frozen soft drinks left in them to mess things up when they thaw, etc, boxes out in case I left them.) so I am not late for my commitments and errands the next week.
Nightly I check for the DAY AFTER TOMORROW so I can look forward to have the tomorrow (afternoon prior)time to get my box(es) (with knitting, calendar, bank items, drycleaners, mail, etc) ready for each appointment and errand run.
A little focused and intense, but worth it because I choose what to do with my time and the attitude of my worth and worth of others, instead of what I was taught as a child.
This is how I stop the second hand lateness from harming the people I respect, and I have gotten my own self respect much higher as a result.
if it works, please use it. if not, please ignore it. It works for me, so I thought I'd share.
Hope this has helped, - M.