M.W.
Hi J.,
I truly know how you feel. Below is a link from a message preached by an associate pastor at my church. Pastor Steve Hines talks about enduring in the midst of disappointments. I hope this message blesses you. After the praise team is done singing, his wife speaks for a few minutes and then he takes over from there. http://www.ustream.tv/recorded/4197978
Also, you asked for anyone who prays; I volunteer with Women of Faith Prayer Ministries. We hold conference calls for women who are in need of prayer and we intercede for them live over the phone. This takes place at 7pm cst Mondays & Thursdays; 9am cst Tuesdays; and 6am Saturdays. You can join them by calling ###-###-#### passcode 107197#. You can submit your prayer request to Vanessa Jackson (founder/director, when you first call in. You can also leave a confidential request 24/7 on her voice mail at ###-###-####. Just let her know that M. #1 referred you. (There's 2 M.'s.... Nothing spectacular about me.. LOL)
I pray that all responses you receive from your post will be encouraging and helpful!
In His Name!
M.