First of all, you are NOT being unreasonable, but I can speak from the point of view of the man, even though I am the mom. For one long period in our marriage, my husband did not have a job, and he stayed home with the children. In order to make enough money for us, I had to often work more than one job, or do things like work a full time job and sell Mary Kay or insurance or something on the side. At one point, I found a job that would let me have more than one job within the job. Therefore, I was teaching insurance classes, telemarketing, and verifying insurance sales from about 8a.m. to 11p.m. at night. Besides that, I was always on the pursuit of more classes and testing for myself so that I could keep earning more and more money. This was hard on all of us, but any time that I cut back on what I was doing, we suffered greatly. Now, you are probably wondering what that has to do with your situation, since your husband is doing boy scouts, masons, and all that. You will find that his social contacts are very important to his business, and staying in the job market. Even though it is irritating, having him gone all the time, his benevolent work will help him to stay abreast of what is going on around him, and if he is in any kind of sales position, it gets him in front of potential, lifetime customers. After all, wouldn't you rather patronize the business of a friend than a stranger that calls or knocks on your door? It may look like he is out having fun, but Shriners, Masons, and Boy Scouts are all work. I am the only Girl Scout leader and Service Unit Manager in my town, and even though I enjoy what I do, it is work. Is there any way that you and the children can participate in some of what he is doing? There are den mothers in the boy scouts. Usually wives of Masons can join the Eastern Star. I have had many family members in these organizations, and they loved it. If you feel that the children are too small to be able to allow you to do these things, rest assured that they will be old enough before you know it. My parents were members of different lodges, and they used to take me with them to dinners and special events. Those were happy memories for me, and I'm sure would be for your children, too. Raising children isn't for wienies, that's for sure, and there's no doubt that you are completely worn out by day's end. However, it might benefit you to splurge on a babysitter on occasion, so that you can go out with your husband and renew yourself. Moms need a break just as much as everybody else. One final thing that just came up this morning. My husband, who is now that breadwinner, is the one working long hours and not always home. He was very sweet by taking the day off today to go with us while our twelve year old gets her braces. This morning, she said that she had wished that he would be there, but didn't believe that he would get off work for something like that. I told her that even though this time was a surprise, that she should be honest from now on and tell him that she wants him with her for certain things, and he will do the best that he can. He just has to know about it. I told her that this does not mean that he will always be able to take time from work, but that telling him would at least help him to make arrangements. I'm sure that works for wives, too. :)
Have a Great Day!
L. Santiago