Helping Family w/Alzheimer Mom - Nd Advice

Updated on December 15, 2011
❤.M. asks from Santa Monica, CA
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I take care of my Alzheimer mother 3 days a week (6-9 hrs at a time) while home w/my not quite 3 yr old son.
I've been doing this for about 8 months.
I have helped alternately here & there before this once I no longer was working full time & after my baby was a bit older.
It is very difficult. I am on edge most of the time but I want to help and do my part.
The problem is it is never enough for my sister. She is the primary help for my dad.
She does not work either so he can help take care of my mom.
She has to have roommates to help pay her mortgage.
My dad helps her mow her lawn, do home repairs & fix her heater.
My issue is that while I am stressed out, I DO help. I am doing the best I can. Giving what I can.
But it is never enough for my sister. She finds fault w/every single thing I do.
I don't wash the dishes well enough at my dad's house.
If I move the dishwashing gloves, she HAS to move them somewhere else.
I bought my mom plastic dishes, bowls & cups because she throws them shattering glass everywhere.
My sister won't use those. She's packaged them up & put them high up on the shelves.
Do you see where I am going w/this? It HAS to be HER way.
I got a little upset because my dad had to help her w/her heater. I called a heating buy & offered to help her pay for it even though
I don't have much $ but could take some out of my joint account w/hubby. They don't have any $.
She canceled the heating guy appt so my dad could fix it. I understand we need to save $ b/c neither of them have much money
at all and we need to make it stretch.
I've helped w/my mom all week so my dad could try & fix her heater. I am tapped out.
She called me at 10:15 the other night to have me take my mom again & cancel the heater repair man so dad could try & fix it yet again.
Needless to say I was upset, she got pissed at me & hung up on me like she always does.
She then called my dad (I feel like she has turned my dad against me.....sad).
The next day was my day to watch my mom & when I called my dad to see what time I needed to pick her up, he told me I don't
need to help. My sister was on her way.
She will use this against me, playing the martyr.
This is hard on my dad (I don't want him to have another heart attack) . She has no idea what it is like to take care of a small child
AND my mom. I refuse to leave my son every single weekend to go & help while I am a SAHM & can help during the week.
She should have gotten rid of that enormous house when she got a divorce & the market was good.
Now she has a hard time making the payments (having my dad take a 2nd out on his house to give $ to her ex for the house)
My question is: am I totally off my rocker & insensitive to their needs when I request a break?
Is it ok for me to have boundaries when they need my help w/my mom. It's a fine line because we are all family after all?
My good friends that know me well & would tell me if I was wrong.........have actually backed me up.
What is your take? Your opinion? Be honest but plz be nice. I'm a sad mess. Ideas? TIA

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A.G.

answers from Dallas on

((hugs)) You are doing a great job helping. You have to have boundaries or you will go insane. My brother and I work together to care for my step-father who is blind and has MS, and it IS hard, but we work together. Your sister is probably quite stressed, as well, and is taking it out on you. While that is understandable, it is not acceptable.

You two need to talk sometime when you are both calm, not upset. Then you need to discuss these concerns and work out a plan that you can both live with. You both want what is best for your parents, but you have to find a way to care for your personal families (and yourselves), too. I'm sorry this is so difficult.

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S.H.

answers from Honolulu on

EDIT: YES, it is OKAY to have Boundaries for yourself. Of course.

your sister is showing her character. Putting you in bad light... to your Dad. She is jockeying for herself... and making you look bad and making herself look "good."
My sibling did that to me too, when my Dad was ill and before he died.
THUS.... you need to look out. And keep your wits about you. Your sibling, if like mine, simply did that out of greed and selfishness and because she wanted to inherit everything.
My Dad knew though. He told me. He knew what my sibling was doing.
But the thing is, my Dad is now gone. BUT, my sibling now does that with my Mom... who is still alive. My Sibling... tried to make me look bad or plays up to my Mom and kisses up to her. All because, SHE wants things for herself. It is about her. Not me. Not about family. It is just plain greed.
Thus, I still cannot "trust" my sibling completely. Because, she has shown her character... and that she'd be willing to leave me out cold... to get what she can or inherit.
People like that, won't change. You cannot change them.
So, be WISE.
They don't care how much you toil and do for your parent. They will make it look like they are the "good" sibling.
Your Sister is also being a mooch.

As for yourself: Care-giving is VERY intensive and arduous. There are community support groups, for Care-Givers. They need, respite as well.
I did care-giving for my ill Dad, for 3 years. Before he passed away. My Husband did as well. He did more for my ill Dad, than my sibling did. Put it that way. But still... my Sibling... still made herself look good, and made me look bad and talked "stink" about me to our Dad. It was highly manipulative... and back stabbing, and just really, not nice.
Ya gotta watch out.

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Your sister, needs a Therapist.
Some people, get VERY controlling... because they don't know how to cope.
Unless, this has always been, your sister's dysfunctional way of behaving.

Care-giving, is VERY stressful.
I and my family did that for my very ill Dad... before he died.
I know what care-giving is and how hard/stressful it can be.

Or, get a home health Aide, to help???

Your Sister, is malevolent perhaps.
Perhaps, she is doing this as a "show" to your Dad... to pretend and show him that she is "better" than you... thus, when/if your Mom passes on... SHE will think she inherits everything??? Because she has been playing up to him?
I only say this, because, situations like this can bring out the worse... in people an in their motives and intentions.
So, keep that in mind... and be... Wise.
Looking ahead.

Or, have a sit down talk with her. In an adult manner.
Tell her, what has been going on.
YOU are a parent too and have young children and a family/Husband.

She seems, very selfish... to say the least.
Keep your wits about you... and discern her intentions and motives and what she may or may not be saying about you... to your Dad, behind your back. In order to, gain favor with him.
I only say this... because one of my siblings... was like this when my Dad was ill... and before he died.

Be, wise.

Your Sister, is not being nice.
See it for what it is.

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R.H.

answers from Houston on

Girl! God Bless you and your sis. You need counseling of a gentle kind. By that, not a real therapist, but a trusted mediator like a pastor, mutual friend, a friend of your parents. Someone who will be open to hearing both sides.

I want to tell you too that it is okay to wish for this to be over. Yes, death is not something that we are taught to wish for, but in taking care of my dying father--like you and your sis, we too are on a schedule.

I cannot wait to have my life back, I will miss my dad, but it is killing my relationship with him and with my sisters. I have deep resentment and cannot wait until this is over. I will not attend the repast and will leave the area of the city for a few years due to the anger and stress that I am under. God Bless You!

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