W.Y.
Hi J.,
I am the mother of a 19 year old daughter and a 20 month old son. So the first thing I will say is that it won't last forever! In thinking about the similarities and differences between my kids at Jaiden's age, communication and frustration come to mind. My daughter talked early and it was easy for her to let me know what she wanted. My son wants to communicate, but isn't as verbal as his sister. The cool thing is that in the time between the births of my children someone decided that sign language would be a good thing for babies to know. So we've been doing simple signs with my son and it really helps with his ability to let us know what he wants. Jaiden is at the right age to start. We used Baby Signs.
Also, holding him isn't a detriment in any way...my opinion, I have no research to back it up! My husband is a stay-at-home dad and he has found that if he sets aside certain times that are just for Jackson, then Jackson is more prone to be independent for longer stretches of time. We calculated that for every 15-20 minutes of one-on-one time, we get about 35-45 minutes of "adult" time. It seems to me that this would vary with individual children, but even 15 minutes for 15 minutes can be a good ratio! Jackson has done much better if he is at least in the same area as we are. My husband works from home, so if he tries to keep Jackson away from the office, it's a problem. But if he can sit at my husband's feet, he's fine.
Hope this gets better and remember, it will be all too soon that he's in college!
W.