S.F.
J.,
It's great that you recognize that you are not "yourself". Thats the first step to getting better.
You have described the common symptoms of depression. You can benefit from taking to a counselor, but depression is a chemical imbalance. There are wonderful medications out there with no or little side effects that can help you. I strongly suggest you see your doctor and talk it over with him.
I suffered for years with depression and anxeity, always in denial chalking it up to PMS, my EX husband, the weather ect... always something other than depression/anexiety. One day I exploded at my husband and kids for no reason and that was enough for me to seek help. The last thing I ever thought I would hear out of my doctors mouth was anexiety and depression.
As I'm sure you realize, your symptoms are real. It's great that your hubby sees what your going thru. Mine didn't understand it at first. All he knows now is it's much better once I was diagnosed and started taking meds.
Do research on line and get as much info as you can, but please make an appointment with your doctor. It could be depression or something else. It could be your thryoid is also out of balance. (I remember hoping for me that's what I had).
Good luck and let us know what happens!
S.