J.B.
This brings back so many memories for me. How hard it was to feel like I was losing ground disciplining my first one because of devoting so much time to the second one! I can't tell you how many times I would be nursing and have to ignore certain issues...The time did come that I was better able to juggle the two. It's an adjustment for sure! Even now, it's a challenge to make sure all three of my boys feel equally loved and important.
Here are some ideas to help at your stage:
*Arrange to pick her up from school ...just you...and take her to half-priced books to pick out a book. (my boys look forward to this so much. I tried to do it once a week when new babies came along.)
*Read to her while feeding the baby.
*Involve her in caring for the baby...even if it makes things a little harder/messier.
*Find an ongoing activity that's just for you and your oldest (such as a spot in the back yard or pot where you plant seeds together and care for them each day) - it'll give her something to look forward to with you.
*We created "The Daddy Board" for my oldest when my second was born. After school, we added his schoolwork/projects for the day to the board. That way, Dad could easily see and praise what he worked on that day. It really helped when Dad showed specific interest in his activities...and the board made it easier for him to remember to do that.
*For me, praying continuously helped, too! :)
Hang in there! I think this has everything to do with the birth of your new baby (congratulations, by the way) and your oldest feeling a bit displaced. It will get better! In a blink, your girls will be playing together and interacting and you'll witness the blossoming of a wonderful sisterhood friendship!
Congratulations, again!