During my 3rd kid pregnancy (does that make sense?) I was paranoid, I was bleeding the whole time- I was sure that it wasn't going to work out. Even during labor I had to be put on oxygen bc I didn't feel it was possible that i could be so lucky to have 3 successful pregnancies/births. Everything turned out well- thank god! But, then I found out there's something called "3rd baby syndrome"- where moms who have 2 healthy children, just don't believe they're going to be so lucky the 3rd time around. I totally had that, and it was exaggerated when I found out I was having a girl (after my 2 beautiful boys). I hear this alot from dads- "honey we can't have another, the baby couldn't be healthy after having a healthy one or ones". My husband really truly believed this with our 4th- and we are so blessed and lucky that he was mistaken. So, just know I think you are having a case of the 3rd baby syndrome- and you do deserve another beautiful baby- and it's going to be ok. Just bc you're worried doesn't mean anything about the pregnancy. I hope this helps- and best of luck with your little ones!