R.C.
Hi Ali,
I know you are looking for support to not breastfeed, and I'm sorry but I really think you should try to stick with it for a little while longer. I know it is so hard at first, but it really does get easier (as you know since your on #2) Its not just the bonding your new little bundle of joy will be missing out on, but all of the all-important antibodies that only your breast milk can give her. If you stop now, you are really increasing the risks of irratating baby sicknesses like ear infections and GI problems. There are unlimited benefits to breastfeeding- some we probably don't even know about yet. There are studies that even link breastfed babies to higher IQs as adults. Your baby deserves the best. Hopefully you'll find a way to stay strong and pull through this. I sincerely wish you the best of luck with this for you and your new baby.
R.