K.F.
Hi D.- Totally know what you are going through. Have had that fear for years. My son is at the age now where if he gets sick to his stomache it's not baby spit up anymore and I have a huge problem with being the one to "clean up". If I feel sick to my stomache or have the urge to be sick I break out into a cold sweat and get very nervous. Looks like you got a lot of advice on here but just wanted to let you know that you are not alone and good luck!
-K.