K.H.
There's an organization downtown called Cathedral Counseling and the therapists are all very good. www.cathedralcounseling.org They used to have a sliding scale according to your ability to pay. I think this is probably still the case but you should call them to find out: ###-###-####
I would also recommend the Family Institute in Evanston. http://www.family-institute.org/ They are affiliated with Northwestern University and they have a slew of great counselors. I'm guessing they would also have some sort of sliding scale since they are connected to the university but you should call to find out. If you have health insurance chances are some of it is covered. We paid a $20 copay and the insurance covered the rest, up to a certain number of visits I believe. Here's their number: ###-###-####
If your husband won't go I suggest you go for yourself anyway. It sounds like you could benefit from talking to someone. We all can! Good luck to you.