P.L.
M. J -
Congratulations you have taken the first step towards making your life and the lives of your children - better. I divorced my alcoholic husband almost 5 years ago - and have never looked back. My boys were 3 and 6 at the time - and although it has been very difficult for them since - they understand that our lives are better now. They remember many of the negatives about daddy living at home - and every now and then recant some of the "horror" stories that they remember. It won't be easy - but I can assure you that the very first night you are home with your children after he or you - moves out - it will be as if the weight of the world has been lifted from your shoulders.
What you must do - is contact an attorney. If you need a referral - I will be happy to give you the name of the attorney that I currently have. I think it is best for you to do it right away - even if you have any doubts - as they can give you the correct advice for what rights you have etc...
Divorce is hard enough on kids - but having an alcoholic parent just makes it that much harder. You may want to consider getting them into some type of therapy. I did - and continue to go back periodically as needed. Make sure that you don't talk negatively about your spouse - either during this time or after all is final. No matter what - he is still their father - and negative talk can backfire and make you out to be the bad guy. They will figure things out as they get older - and can understand more of what happens. My ex would go months without seeing or even calling the kids - and now that my oldest is 11 - he has trust issues with him - no confidence in what his father says to him, etc....and it's because he can see it for himself. Kids should never be put in the middle. The divorce is between the two of you - so do your best to keep it that way. Don't use them as "weapons" to hurt each other. It will have serious emotional consequences later.
This will probably be one of the hardest things you will ever do - tear apart the home that your child know. But in your heart - you know what you are doing is the best - and in the long run - it will all work out. Stay focused and emotionally available for your kids. They will be ok.
I hope this all works out for you. Best wishes - P.