B.U.
Hi,
I am 32, mom to 3 girls ages 13, 6 and 1 1/2. I have been on and off of meds for what seems like forever. My last bout was with depression and it was pretty bad. I had my tubes tied with my last little girl but the doctors put me back on b/c pills b/c of anxiety. It did help some with the anxiety but sent me into the worst depression. I threw them out. I am very sorry you are going through this.
I really believe alot of it is situational. I feel very stressed alot of times - I work from home and I am a stay at home mom too. I do all of the household things - which suffer most of the time b/c I am chasing a very rambunctious little girl around. Take a look at what is going on around you. Are you overwhelmed with general tasks? Alot of my trouble is I have no help from my husband. He works outside of the home so he feels like everything else is up to me.
Maybe ask for help from your husband if you are married or from friends and family. If it doesnt help then talk to your doctor. I dont have much faith in docs b/c they have not been able to help me so far.
I wish you the best of luck. If you can keep it between the lines until you have your baby do so but if not dont be afraid to ask for help from whomever. If you are feeling it your baby is too.
take care, B.