HI Mama-
I will say OMG YES! This is the very reason why I cannot take birth control. I am sorry, but I refuse to be that woman, and you should too. There may be other options as far as birth control goes, but some of us just can't take it at all. My older sister is the same way. Both of us were borderline psychotic and should have been mental health patients. Unfortunately, it took me over a year to figure it out, and my poor sister more than 3 years. But the minute I went off of it, it's like the crazy fog cleared and the mental health train started up. It also took me a while to be "normal" again. Really scary for me and for my sister.
My recommendation is that if you need it to keep from having more babies right now, there are other ways. There are contraceptive foams, condoms, films, and more. Head over to walmart or target and pick your top 2. My sister has been married for 11 years and only has the one baby she planned doing birth control this way.
I suggest you stop taking it as soon as your next period starts and go see your doctor. Go see a D.O. if you can. Either way, talk to your doctor about what is happening and look at the side effects of what you are putting into your body. This is your body telling you that this chemical is not right and your body does not want it there....and really, even if you do mellow out some, do you really want your body getting used to having something that mind altering inside? Think about it this way, you know that smoking was bad for you and so you quit. You know what that was like and you know what it does to your body. Now think about the pills you take and birth control you are putting into your body and what it does. While it may be safe for most people long term, there are some things you might want to try to go without. I say see your doctor...and definitely get off this pill for own sanity. If you have to have a birth control pill, then know by your reaction that this is not the one for you and definitely get a different prescription. If you don't have to have it, well, I wouldn't if you can.
I hope this helps
And I hope you feel better soon!
-E. M