M.S.
J.,
I certainly understand your anxiety about this and at five years old your son definitely needs to understand that he should never let someone else touch him when it feels wrong. Obviously mommy, daddy, and maybe the doctor when mommy is there might be ok. And he should FEEL that those situations are ok. But, I think this is normal for children to be curious and to want to touch. It might make us uncomfortable because our culture has told us this is wrong but children don't have that cultural understanding yet so they go with their feelings. My advice is to be open (talk to him just like you were explaining airplanes or something else benign) in talking to him and have your husband talk to him too - about penises, what they are for (peeing not sex!), and how different they can look. It might feel like an uncomfortable conversation to you but this is just another learning experience for your son. Don't simply tell him no and make it taboo. He will still have questions and go to others to find answers. TAboo subjects are always more interesting and you want him to kind of lose interest here. Don't know if any of that helps but don't beat yourself up. Other mommies have dealt with the same thing and you are doing the best you can for him. Good luck, M.