M.C.
I have to say congrats. I wen't test crazy when I found out I was pregnant with our third although not quit as close together in age we have three under 5. I found out we were pregnant two weeks after my husband (only income) lost his job unexpectidly. We moved halfway across the country and then I found out. Definately not expecting it especially since we only planned ourselves on having two. I ended up having hyperemesis with this last pregnancy and was hospitalized in the ICU over 4 times after delivering for unbelevably high blood pressure up over 280/140 Some days i wonder how we got through it but we did. My hubby was an only parent for the first 2 months but he made it. I even managed on keeping up on breastfeeding. We new the minute I was diagnosed with hyperemesis that is was going to be a long road but we just kept saying "we can do this" now almost 8 months later we couldn't imagine what life would be like without our sweet new addition. I nearly died many times but she is worth ever hard moment. So just like you one minute I tested positive and the next I didn't on the test but those negative ones were false. it is a good thing you know about the BP before becoming pregnant I wish I new I was going to have that issue, I went two weeks with the worst headache and vomiting, before I was diagnosed with BP they kept sending me home with a migraine headache. I was so sick I don't know how I took care of the kids by myself for those few weeks with how high my BP was but when you are a mom you make it work. I guess what I am trying to do here is give you some incouragement that if indeed you are pregnant that you can do it. You are not the only one out there that has been through this (I am not saying that it might not be hard for you or that it may not work out well) but I am letting you know that we are here to help you if you need. God only give us what we can handle!