J.S.
Dear H.,
I know how you feel! My son is now nine, and thank goodness, he does go to the bathroom on his own. But, getting him to make a bowel movement in the potty was so difficult. I tried the gradual approach for about 18 months and it just did not work. So, at 3 1/2 year old, we did potty training "boot camp". First, I logged the schedule of his bowel movements for about a week. For him it was about every 36 hours. Then, as we got closer to the ETA, so to speak, we stayed in the house all day - my mother was there, too, for encouragement for him and moral support for me! I took away his pants, and had him running around the house with no underwear or pants (it was the summer). He was not pleased about that, and he pleaded with me that he wanted his diaper, but I told him if he had to go, then he needed to use the potty. It was really difficult to watch, because I knew he was uncomfortable as he was holding it in, but I dug in. Finally, it looked like he couldn't wait any longer (dancing on tip toes was the tip-off) and I rushed him on the toilet, and (thankfully) we made it in time. Then, amazingly after that, he went #2 on the toilet everytime after that. Not the most graceful solution, I know, but he was due to start preschool the next week, and he had to be potty trained to start. Granted we had one accident at school soon afterwards, but no problems since then. I hope this helps you. Good luck to you--