L.M.
Hi K.,
I'm going to make a few assumptions here and give you some food for thought.
First, the smoking. I'm guessing he was a smoker when you married him, and a smoker when you decided to have children. Did he ever say "I'll stop smoking when the children are born?" Smoking is an addiction and he's not going to stop unless he truly wants to. My advise, let him know that you are very concerned for his health and that you want him to be arround to play with his grandchildren, then don't bring it up again for months. (My husband is diabetic and does eat properly and doesn't check his blood sugar - the less I say, the better it is for both of us).
Please DO NOT ALLOW HIM TO SMOKE IN THE HOUSE OR IN THE CAR. Second hand smoke is extremely damaging to a child's health. Remember even if the girls aren't in the room, the smoke still lingers and gets into the fabrics and ventilation.
Secondly the computer games. After a long day at work, I enjoy coming home and playing games on the computer. I find it very relaxing, and yes it can get addicting. But there needs to be a balance and a schedule of free time. Maybe you can comprimise with something like after dinner, he plays with the girls for an hour, then he has "me time".
I'm also guessing that since your a SAHM, that hubby works alot more than standard 40 hours. Although 47 is not old, it's not the same as 30. Depending on the type of work he does, his body may just be physically (or mentally) drained. Of course, I'm sure feel the same after taking care of the kids and house all day.
Alot of people say age doesn't matter, but I completely disagree. A couple with a large age differce can have a wonderful marraige and life long happiness together, but they are going to face many challenges that other couples don't. Have you been married a long time? Did you discuss your age difference before getting married, perhaps during premarraige counceling with your religious leader? It's possible that his friends and possibly siblings, and at a different point in their lives, such as grown children, thinking about retirement, some disposable income? He maybe feeling some isolation because he is at a differnt stage of life having 2 small children and dealing with diapers and potty training, while his buddies are heading off to a sporting event.
You mention a "heaven baby". Did you experience the death of a child? His behavior my be his way of dealing with the loss.
I hope the 2 of you can reach a compromise.
P.S. I didn't scroll down far enough to notice you had a "tell us what happened" response.