S.
Hi J.,
I am not sure where you are (I am in MA) and I too was born with a child that had brain damage. His was due to a stroke inutero, but no one knows why it happened. We were told that he would never walk or talk, and now he is 4 1/2 and in preschool, walking, talking, counting, spelling, you name it, he is doing it. He is a typical 4 year old. We have some minor issues with fine motor skills, but after the doctors told us he would pretty much be a vegetable his whole life I am not complaining!
I understand your questioning of why, and unfortunately you will probably never get that answer. There is a really neat poem called "Welcome To Holland"...google that and you should find it. It is wonderful and it really helped me through some difficult times, and it still helps to read it now!
What is her prognosis? Is she in Early Intervention yet? Private therapy? It is never too early to start working on her!
She will be okay, and so will you! Everything is just so new, and it will take awhile to digest it all! Plus you are still in the early weeks of post-partum...makes it worse! There are a lot of us out there! Let me know if I can help!
S.