I don't know if "believe" is a strong enough word. I feel like I KNOW there are miracles. I know that there is a force out there, a good force, (I believe it's God) that watches over us and saves lives at times and arranges things to work out certain ways etc. It doesn't mean bad things won't happen. They definitely do. But miracles happen as well.
Some of my miracles might sound silly to other people, but I'll share a couple of them.
I was riding along with my sister, who was driving her car. It was late at night. We were on a three lane highway going about 65 mph. We noticed cars a ways ahead were slowing down. Suddenly we were right up next to them (we were in the fast lane - furthest left), and we saw this deer running across the highway. Right as we saw it, it was already too late, and it was running right to collide with us. My sister was trying to swerve away from it because she couldn't stop in time. She swerved onto the shoulder as far as she could, and I watched as the deer was only an inch from hitting the side view mirror - right next to me. I screamed and pulled myself as far away from the door as I could, leaning as far over towards my sister as I could knowing the deer was just an inch (literally) from hitting the car. I closed my eyes and waited for the deer to smash into us.
Nothing happened.
I opened my eyes and looked and we saw it on the shoulder behind us. We were both completely shocked. It truly made no sense on any level that we were not hit by the deer. When you take how fast the deer was going, how close he was, how we were driving, etc...there is no logical way that the deer should have missed us. I couldn't believe it. It was no doubt a miracle to me!
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Another one...
I've mentioned here before about my oldest daughter. She was born with a really rare disease that causes bone marrow failure, cancers, and is eventually fatal. Often they die in childhood, some make it into early adulthood.
My daughter had open heart surgery when she was born. Six days later, she was diagnosed with this disease. To say it was devastating is such an understatement. But I felt like God knew what He was doing. This baby girl of ours was meant to be here exactly as she should be, and I would do all I could for her while she was in our arms.
She went through a lot after birth, and one of the things I wanted for her to do so badly that she couldn't do was to nurse. She never nursed after birth. She didn't nurse after open heart surgery. We tried, but she never could latch on. We avoided bottles and pacifiers (to avoid the wrong suck). She was tube fed (had to be). We tried five different lactation consultants, each with their own ideas.
I felt like with everything she had gone through, everything we had gone through, why can't I at least nurse my baby?!! I was pumping and all she was receiving was milk from me. I fought the hospital against giving her formula. I know this might all sound silly, but it was something important to ME.
Right at eight weeks, I was MAD. I had put so much effort into it, and we weren't making any progress with the nursing. My nipples were cracking and bleeding from pumping three hours around the clock. I was sick of it. I prayed to God and I cried and cried and told Him everything our baby had had to go through (knowing He already knew) and told Him that I would willingly take care of his precious little angel while she was here, but that there have been too many hard things. Why can't this one thing be easy?! Why can't I nurse my baby? I was really upset.
Out of the blue, the next time I tried nursing her, which was the next day (not even 24 hours later), my sweet baby girl started nursing like she'd been doing it forever. She was eight weeks old. She was later diagnosed with a submucous cleft palate (meaning a cleft only on her soft palate in her mouth). That, in addition to oral aversion issues from her heart surgery, made it very difficult for her to nurse.
I know my story might seem silly to other people who don't understand why nursing would be so important to me, but I KNOW that God heard me. I KNOW that He knew how important this one thing was for me (I felt like so much had been given up, I wanted this ONE thing), and He made it happen. There was no reason she should have suddenly started nursing, but she did. I know it was an answer to a prayer...and I'm forever grateful for that. It also made me realize that He cares about what is important to us individually. I felt in awe... I know there was no reason for that to happen other than the Lord was answering a prayer.
Anyway, I do have more I coudl share, but I have probably written long enough;-)