Hello! I know how you feel about being broke! I can not imagine going through all that you have been through medically. The one thing that is becoming very apparent to me as I get older is that everyone has their own story! We all have issues. Mine happens to be with a dysfunctional family growing up! They are still very dysfunctional. I have also been learning that those are simply circumstances. Our circumstances don’t have become who we are but rather what we have learned. I should also note that I have a wonderful husband and two great kids.
I myself have found it very hard to find away to escape and relax. Even when I get the chance I feel guilty for giving up that time with my family. I love going to the local community center to workout but can’t seem to get myself there in the limited evening hours that I am able to go. Okay so I don’t love going but I feel much better after I have been. I can’t even use the “broke” excuse because it is only $50 for the whole year and it has already been paid…lol! So maybe if you have the means and are able you could try that.
The reason that I write you is to let you know what has truly worked for me. Being that I was in a dysfunctional family I was not exactly raised in a church setting. I have been to countless churches looking for one that I could invest myself in. I have never felt truly comfortable in any that I had visited. I thought many were very judgmental.
Well my mom had gotten herself into some pretty big legal trouble and was made to live in a work release facility. She has always been in trouble. I had all but given up on her! This work release facility allowed her passes out to work and to go to church. Well of course she wanted to start attending church. She told me this and there was a church that I had heard a lot about so I thought one last chance with her. I thought I would try to spend some time with her and attend this church with her. Little did I know I was a blessing that would help me more than I knew!
I don’t want to get all “religious” on you but I did want to share my story with you. From the very first time that I went to that church I felt at ease. The music was awesome. It was a come as you are style of church. Many say that but this church truly means it. The worship was right on key with everyday life. It was easy to follow and very moving.
Well that was almost a year ago. I have missed maybe three Sundays since I started going. My mom goes nearly every Sunday and not because she can but because she loves it. I thought that I would have to change everything about my life to be a religious person but I am finding that I haven’t changed anything that I would miss. My husband says it has done wonders for my mental health…lol…and he is not kidding. It has not changed who I am but it has changed my tolerance towards things that we can’t change. It has reminded me to be more kind to people. It has reminded me that everyone has a story and deserves love and respect. My Sundays afternoons have become my way to renew myself.
With all of that said I invite you to my church…..The Vineyard Community Church in Greenwood just off of Madison Ave. There are four services….Saturday night at 6pm and Sundays at 9am, 10:45am, and 12:30pm. You can check it out at www.vineyardindiana.org. I go to the 12:30 so I can sleep in! I am just a member not a spokes person...lol..even thought it kind of sounds like it!
Good Luck and God Bless!
B.