Hi J.,
I work for Microsoft and have been a manager for quite some time- I am a hiring manager, so I hire new employees, and just recently I hired a woman who told me 10 weeks later that she was ten weeks pregnant. Now, the difference is, I am a woman, (with a darling 2yr. old girl) so I completely understand what's really important in life, and that's family. Now I didn't understand the part your wrote about the 4 dollars, but I also just hired a friend of mine who just told me that she is trying to have another baby. My advice to her, was DO NOT tell anyone until she is 4 to 5 at the very least, months pregnant. You are a woman, you should have pregnancy leave and be able to be paid for that time as well as disability leave which you can use with a doctors note if you wish. I would not worry about it, though it sounds like maybe the root cause of your concern is the fact that pregnant or not, your boss is kind of a hard one. If you are feeling sick at the beginning, or extremely tired, you will have to judge then if it's time to tell him, but you have every right in the world to get pregnant whenever you choose, even if you weren't planning on it. All corporate women have children and return to their jobs without being frowned upon. Don't worry for one minute, you are protected under the law to get pregnant at any point in time while you are employeed and if he ever tried to fire you because of it, make sure you get a good lawyer, because you can take him straight to court. (I am not the suing type and never have been, but anyone with half a brain cell should know that you don't dare fire an employee because she made a decision to have a family) Don't forget as well, that it is so common for this to occur, your same situation as we women only have a certain period of time in our lives where we are childbearing and you are blessed to be someone who has the ability to have children. Whatever you do, don't stress yourself out becuase that's the worst thing you can do for growing baby and be happy and feel celebratory as children are miracles and work is absolutely transitory, meaning it comes and goes. Money comes and goes, and work comes and goes- family is permanent and the VERY MOST IMPORTANT JOB you could ever perform. I understand needing money, but don't feel locked into this job. Maybe you can find a job (even nannying) that understands your position and supports your decision to have another child. Start looking for a comparable job that will give you an environment that you can flourish in. That's my advice. Don't let any man or any job make you think you have done something wrong, or that you are tied to it because you won't be able to find something else. You have many options and make choices that make you happy, it will disemminate to your entire family. Trust me! :)
And congratulations!!
Take care,
S.