D.P.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Miscarriage can be so devastating.
Grieve your child and your loss.
It's hard to understand why me, why now, etc.
I had 3 miscarriages before my son and I got so sick of hearing "for the best" "something was probably wrong with the baby" etc.
I said to my brother O. day "We wouldn't have cared if there was something wrong with the baby--we wanted it and would have loved him/her no matter what!"
His reply really gave me a different perspective when I couldn't understand why something so horrible kept happening to me.
He said "You (or husband) might not have been able to HANDLE what was wrong with the baby--either emotionally, physically, etc. It might have led to giant issues down the road: severe depression, divorce, suicide, who knows?"
It really reaffirmed what I already knew--God already has our plan figured out and things happen for His will, in His way and in His time. Not ours. Wishing you peace and understanding...and my sympathy. Only you will know if and when you are ready to try again. God bless.